I'm convinced that this anxiety running through my life is the tension between what i "should be" and what "i am". My anxiety doesn't come from thinking about the future, but from wanting to control it. It seems to begin whenever i smuggle into my mind an expectation about how i or others should be. It is the tension between my desire to control the world and the recognition that I can't.
Tomorrow I start my new job. I'm not going to be around much and i am already missing Master.
About Me
- bethanie
- I'm a great cook, but you'll probably fall in love with me the day I set the stove on fire with my creme brulee. I can argue a case as well as a lawyer, but you'll fall in love with me because of the silly faces I make
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